I told you not to fall in love with me. I told you I break every guys heart. You knew I was moving, knew I don’t do long distance. We weren’t together, you’re joining the army. I understand why you’re angry but at the same time I don’t how this changes anything long term… But I guess there I go thinking different then the average person. 

Just because I have feelings for someone else doesn’t change my feelings for you. I need you to do what you want with your life. I need to live my life up here. The whole reason why I moved was to start over, then we got together and things changed but I’m still up here and you’re still down there and you will be for a very long time. I don’t see why I should sit up here alone.

I’m sorry. I love you. Hopefully you don’t hate me forever. If you do, well then you do.