I'm Lauren. I've started over and I guess you could say I'm actually doin shit right this time :)
just fuckin great. I mean Dj said he was gonna pay to get it fixed but he doesnt need to spend his money on me… even tho he said he wants to, idk i just don’t like people feeling like they need to take care of me.
I told you not to fall in love with me. I told you I break every guys heart. You knew I was moving, knew I don’t do long distance. We weren’t together, you’re joining the army. I understand why you’re angry but at the same time I don’t how this changes anything long term… But I guess there I go thinking different then the average person.
Just because I have feelings for someone else doesn’t change my feelings for you. I need you to do what you want with your life. I need to live my life up here. The whole reason why I moved was to start over, then we got together and things changed but I’m still up here and you’re still down there and you will be for a very long time. I don’t see why I should sit up here alone.
I’m sorry. I love you. Hopefully you don’t hate me forever. If you do, well then you do.
The only reason why i sent that as a message was because i suck at speaking… but i can write anything out.
